Our Heroine and the Side Witch, drove to Chicago, Thursday in Chicago looked at the Sky land the Side Witch is moving too. And met a Raven for Lunch. by Friday Our Heroine was just overwhelmed. She ate a sleeve of thin mints and doom scrolled after work (she had walked 3 miles during work while her client swam.)
She as just down, and overwhelmed as such spent time sorting blankets and sheets to go to the animal shelter. Just so much at once.
On days like this our Heroine would like to crawl up in the arms of someone and have them tell me I am doing good and it is going to all be ok.
Universe sent an invite to Sat Aquasize class with the folks of Thur and Tuesday night. When feeling completely alone in my over whelm She needed that.
Our Heroine is not sure where to look for a place to buy. And she believes a job change is in the cards. Not sure if right away. there is an The same company in places handling the north office in Peoria even. That handled the whole area up there. So if she chooses to move north she can stay with this company and get a different client. Her field is very in high demand. She could also drive large box trucks, dump trucks or busses. Of become a multi millionaire. The last one is the best choice.
Swimming helped. The water moving over her skin as she slides through the water. Saying the number lap, over and over in my head while counting the strokes and breathing in on the four stroke, as she glides through the water. Occasionally thinking about next steps in life. Breaking life in to the next few steps it all slows down when swimming.
Having only herself to discuss my next moves makes it challenging but in the pool she can have those talks in her brain. Four strokes, breath, four strokes, breath.
Our Heroine know she intends to stay in IL because she has a commitment to The Snood Maker, for the STL REN Faire. Further she may not have her 2 clients healed enough to move on. She doesn't like the Politics in MO. So she won't move to MO.
The other choice to to go stay in PA. But she won't be doing that before Fair.
Till then she is sorting her stuff further and organizing and purging down even more.
Questions she asks herself as she is sorting.
When did she last use this
When will she use this
Can she replace it quickly if she needed it and for how much money
Is it worth paying for it to be in storage
Does she physically want to move it
Our Heroine owns/ inherited some things she haven't delt with and she is now dealing with these items. In Nov she is planning to take some to her sister in Oregon.
As of Late she has sorted fabric and bedding.
All the while Pennsic is coming and I have my camper to work on, and stock to make.
If she gets the trailer/camper done it will absorb some of the stuff from the house. Though most of that is from an area that doesn't have the same rush to remove it from the garage.
In the meantime. Counting laps is real but hard to remember to list in 2 places. And sadly she broke one of her rings losing the emerald bead.
Looking forward to things settling down by Christmas. 😂
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