Fuck it

 The Heroine says fuck it

"AtWB" avoiding while doing

 Today our Heroine is paying bills and avoiding divorce financial paper work... well not really avoiding.....

Our Heroine has transfer to pot succulents she rooted that came from the city by the bay at her Singing Viking siblings castle. She has to make sure that any apt h

She gets has a juice window to set up the plants in. 

However the goals today are set up house bills, arrange medical bill payments and figure out financial agreements for divorced. SHE HATES the last one the most the medical second most. . However hating the home work doesn't get it done.

There might be a 2nd pot of coffee in the Heroine's day. She is about to start it and the most hated task first, because doing what you dred the most first frees up the emotional burden. (Why didn't she apply that to her marriage years ago)

The Bard came back from the neighboring country of cold, and was in a friendly mood. This led to a dinner conversation to arrange for the Heroine and he listing out the money situation for the divorce. 

Also he asked if there were things he could do in the nursing home search (for his brother) 

The Heroine did point out the whiplash from the extreme attitude shift. 

She did not point out that it is unnerving, and leaves an un easy feeling waiting for it to 180. 

The Heroine in her how to controle the uncontrollable organization style is making a moving divorce list book. Every move every child's birthday party, the Daughters Wedding and every event or class taught has either a book or a section of a book to organize ideas and lists. 

No thoughts or feelings just lists. 

She has a mini one for the hunt for a nursing home even. 

It use to me a thing the Bard though was quirky about the Heroine because she started a birthday party book for the next year birthday party the week after her child's party for the next year. 

FAIRE TO SAY

 Fall has started to show itself and the season of Renaissance Fair is here. Our Heroine is working at the STL Fair. 

She decided to wear Fair clothes rather then her garb. This is planned to be the last time these bodice fit she is still losing weight and has 33lbs to go. It is all loose now even. 

The Heroine spent sat night at Lady Mac Snoods motorhome. She was exhausted this was the first thing she did since her surgery and she is still love extreme lifting restrictions. 

the Heroine had to sit a lot more on Sunday but she worked on fan flipping till she sold all her fans and had no more to flip. Left added and double hand flipping is now a thing.

One Monday Our Heroine had to pick up the Queen of Dorks to help take the Satchel of Richard's to a Dr appointment since there are lifting restrictions still in place so the Heroine can't lift him from chair to car and back again.

The the Heroine rolled a nat 1 versus Inssurance to pay for his Insulin. She will try again tommorow.

The Heroine has set a goal of 17000 by new years of pain off her truck. She can produce 3500 in cash possibly 4500 right this minute. But that is a still way short of the end goal. 

The Heroine might be obsessed with making sure her expenses are always covered. Sigh. 

The Strawberry Truck a sauruse Rex is her last real credit expense out there. 

She does need to apply for a separate credit card that is not shared though. 

Divorcing Nursing homes and Chinese food.

 Today the Heroine spent the day taking care of the Sachal of Richards and calling Long term care facilities for said good gentle, seems that there is no waiting list and as such there will be trips to visit them on Tue.

As well as sewing a hood to wear while stepping her good friends on the field of battle 

later that evening The Side Witch ordered Chinese food for the coven while the Heroine and Bard filled out paperwork for the courthouse to accept the petition the Heroine filed for dissolution of Marriage. This will be hand-delivered to the Circut clerk on Tue. ( might as well see if she can fit a sandwich into the trip at the coffee shop too because E-ville has a cool one, or maybe vegan biscuits and gravy there instead. yum)

The Heroine also called and chatted with her  Friend the Kitchen Witch, in CT, about a rescue mission the Heroine is planning to ride her Broom too maybe in Nov for a month with a foray to NJ to spend Thanks Givings with her Cousins